My boyfriend's Birthday !!

Yay ! My boyfriend started a blog ! He even dedicated the blog to me ! OH YESS !! Best boyfriend ever ! Maybe I could start reading what he really feels inside ? Maybe even know a thing or two that he dislikes bout me but too nice to say ? >:3 Whatever it's potential is, I am greatly touched by his move !! o(╯~╰)o *sniffles* This is his blog  http://vincent-pencilpoint.blogspot.com/ !

Had a decently good week ! Had much fun watching my boyfriend play Prototype 2 until he bluescreened haha !! Anytime spent with him just feels so wonderful, I just want it to last forever ! He's alot less busy nowadays which I'm glad as it means he's less stressed and I get more time with him ! Tee~hee !

Today is Vincent's birthday !! I decided to draw him another art because I've really not done much for him and best I can do is draw, and even that is not really good  :( Wish I've saved up more to get him stuff.. I did for the 1st time purchased something on Ebay. I bought him 24packs of Blind Bags Ponies for USD$100 delivery included. Hopefully the seller is an honest one and paranoid Stephie will receive it soon.

Also to top up the list of what a bad girlfriend I am, Vincent also bought me a mountain of birthday presents. I feel really bad that I couldn't exactly return him another mountain of presents.. Hopefully I can save up more to buy him something he likes maybe on Valentines or Christmas.

Despite feeling bad bout it, I am actually kinda happy bout it ! Receiving presents from my boyfriend ! Never thought I'd ever get to say that in my lifetime >"< Always I see and envy other girls getting presents from their boyfriend as they happily shows it to everyone. But then a part of me feel bad for being happy, because I feel like I'm materialistic if I am.. Is it okay to feel happy ?

It's not the fact of what he bought, to be honest, I'm tired of knowing what he bought for me already because he just flips me in a circle and flop me over in a puddle of trollconfusion. Its the major fact, a guy is giving me presents. And not just any guy, he's my boyfriend, my Vincent !

It's funny how I love this feeling when I claim myself as his or I claim him as mine. I feel, belonged and loved. This is the feeling I've been searching for all my life, to belong to someone, to be loved and accepted for who I am on the inside. But then sometimes I wonder, does Vincent deserves better ?

Indeed he does. For someone as amazing as him, he does deserve someone better then me, someone with inner and outer beauty, someone more flawless then me. But then my heart, is selfish, I can never imagine him with someone else. I've unknowingly fallen so in love with him, I could never stop myself anymore. Hell, I remembered how hard it was before we were even a couple, trying to stop myself from loving him before I hurt myself but I ended up falling deeper and deeper..

But I've vow to myself, if I decided to be selfish, then I've to prove to him I'm worth it. If I can't bear to let him go, then I've to keep him and be that one perfect girl he deserves to have. And I know I can do it, I'll do everything within my capability to make him the happiest guy and most of all, I will make him proud of me, proud to call me his waifu !!!

And no matter how hard or crazy life is, I wanna be there with you, hand in hand, because with you I'm complete <3 And there's nothing we can't pull through together as long we love each other !!

My Busy Boyfriend

Life's just sweet at the moment. It may not have the brightest skies, or the greenest fields, but its just right for me :3 People has been complimenting on my slight personality change, of course, with a boyfriend like mine, the world seemed so different now ! But don't worry , I'm still me :3 *rawr*

I seemed to see things in a different light now, everything seemed like it matters not, as long I have him, that all that matters ! No more me each time seeing people I feel like they are judging me and talking bad bout me behind my back, yes my Social Anxiety Disorder is pretty bad. But now, it almost matter not anymore. I am able to go out and see people with less anxiety and more confidence especially when talking to people. Because, all that matters in his eyes, I'm perfect and it gives me confidence to face the world that I've feared off.

It has been 2 months already that I've been in a relationship with him ! I hope there's many more to come for me to count ! His birthday is also coming up on 8 August, and horrible me isn't able to be there to celebrate with him :( Not only that, all I got for his birthday is just Guild Wars 2 which I could tell he isn't even fond of the game. Wish I could get him something, something physical. Maybe I should save up for the next Samsung Galaxy S4 for him to make up for this year ?

Speaking of Samsung Galaxy.... my goodness, has anyone actually heard this phone ? I can't believe I never actually heard the sound it produces considering I watched quite a few reviews bout it on Youtube. It could very well be because of my boyfriend's awesome microphone but this phone will literary give you diabetes. The bubbly water sound it produces is one of a kind, if my iphone ever dies on me I'd probably going back to Samsung and then melt myself into a puddle of candy with the sound and then proceed to drown in the candy puddle of myself.

My boyfriend been really busy as of late, I haven't been able to spend alot of time with him, but that's okay I understand but I do feel sad that he's being put through so much stress. Wish somehow I could help him sometimes, make me visualize us married and him coming home from work, giving him massage and raining him with kisses and hugs. Yes, I daydream too much ! He never seems to be out of my mind, everything seems to relate to him, or so it seems ! Because everything reminds me of him in a way or another !!

Also few days ago he made this surprise post on my wall. I'm so deeply touched by the post he made !!! He took a picture of the sky with a ray of sunshine and voice out his affections. My heart soared when I saw it ! Which later on inspired me to draw a picture for his birthday :3

Oh Vincent, if only I am able to tell you just how much I love you ! But just know I love you so so so much !! And you are always the best and will always be that most special person my my heart <3

Marvelous 3rd Date

I had a really awesome Saturday 3days ago ! My boyfriend came with my Godbrother, to visit me ! I always tend get so nervous when I'm meeting my boyfriend ! I dunno why ! But seeing him in all smiles really place a rainbow up in my sky and I immediately felt comfortable being around him ≧◡≦


I gave him some nom noms and some drinks, because I felt bad meeting empty handed when he came here all the way but I'm broke (╥﹏╥) so I din't get him anything special but I got him some nom noms because that's better then nothing, right ?  >"<


We went to eat at Kenny Rogers, it's been a while. Ever since I worked there for like 1 day almost a decade ago in a different branch. I din't want to eat anymore of them haha !! The problem with me is always also getting pass the "Menu". I never really ever know what I wanna eat , so I got the same one as my boyfriend (〃^∇^)ﾉ

We later on went to watch Spiderman, which I haven't gone to a cinema in many centuries !! Not really but it has been very long ! Haven't had anyone gone to a cinema with me since my sister gave birth and her son is now 8 years old  >_<  Probably the best part of the day as I got to snuggle close and hug him making me feel so safe and secure (▰˘◡˘▰)

He was really cute too, he held me close and held my hand. And tho it was dark, he seems to light up the room. I could see his smile and those sparkles in his eyes. Oh! I adore him so much ! The most touching moment wasn't the movie, was him tearing up, and me being able to be there to wipe his tears away. And him, whispering to me not to ever leave him. It just really hits a sentimental spot in my heart. Really, really did.

Also, I never knew how far behind in technology in these little guys I am til this. I always thought thumbdrives max size is 8gigs? My boyfriend just passed his to me containing files of Tera Online art and its placed in a 32 gigs one. 32 GIGs?! |◔◡◉|  Derp !

I guess I'll put this picture here, this was taken when we were on our way to dinner and my Godbrother decided to ninja snap this picture. Look at how cute my boyfriend's focused face is !! HHHNNNGGG !!
(づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ * tickle tickle *

In all it was a wonderful day, tho my silly Vincent, eventually forgot he was suppose to pass me some stuff haha !! Here's a secret, I remembered, but I just din't want to remind him about it !!! He's really silly yet he's the most perfect guy I've ever seen. Ones I've only ever read in Story Books. He treats me like a Princess and he thinks of me in every situation, caring for my feelings and making me feel loved.

Oh I really love him so much. Hope he knows how serious and sincere I am devoting myself to our relationship <3 Vincent, you have nothing to worry about ! You mean the world to me and no matter what happens I'll never leave you in fact, I would hold you even tighter !!!  ｖ(⌒ｏ⌒)ｖ♪