Snail Downloads And Me

Ugh.

So bored.

I'm downloading Guild Wars 2 beta at the moment, so that I can play during the weekend to  test out stuff such as if my laptop can handle the graphics and also I wanted to see what class I want to play. This is why I refused to download the beta at 1st , the reason being my slow download speed. Rather pointless to download when I have to download the whole thing again for the actual client when the game releases on 28th August 2012.

But what motivated me more towards the game is the fact that my boyfriend is interested in playing this with me. Fact that GW2 scales your level to your friends, so you can keep leveling and never leave anyone behind ~ !! Meaning I can play with my boyfriend whenever he's on regardless of how much I play when he isn't around !! ^_^ Because it will scale my level down to his level to enable me to experience content with him !

Speaking of spending time with him, I had so much fun last night. Why? We webcam-ed and his smile, just that smile, the thing I can never get bored of, just melts me inside out. We were also being silly with each other, something I really love ! I do get worried that sometimes, he might get bored of talking to me. Seems like we tend to stick with only a "certain" few topics, but for me it's different.

Doesn't matter how much we talk, or what we say, or even when we run out of things to say and it's all silence or gets repetitive. Somehow there's this feeling of fulfillment, I love spending time with him. I guess this is Love, always mysterious, always unexplainable, always felt by the heart. I'd never get bored of spending time with him, in fact, I always look forward to it !

I tend to look at couples whether in movies, shows or reality and fantasize that it is me and my boyfriend :3 Especially those loving old couples !! I always admire old couples that are still so deeply in love with each other even after decades with each other. You can see from they way they look at each other and treat each other. Their children grew up, all responsibilities are gone, now is just them again. You would think they probably ran out of romance, and "bed activities" is probably decreased to none due to age, but what keeps them together ?

Love.

At their age, they are too old for new interest, life would be more of a routine, and everything slows down to a boring flow. But you can still see the warmth in their gazes and smiles, their touch and words exchanged is as though they were new lovers, except with aged depth of Love as they know just what to say and do to make each other laugh and smile. That's really what Love is, it ages like Wine, and for those that appreciate it, its the best of all. 

Derp. I like how I derailed my own blog. Really do not know how long it is going to take til my download is complete. I really wanna start downloading Tera to play with my boyfriend at the meantime. Problem is I can't even youtube when I'm downloading, that's how bad my bandwidth is. So I'm just being bored til the download is done. 

Anyhow, before I end this blog I just want to say.. I Love my boyfriend with all my heart. I just know that when I am with him, I feel the true essence of joy. Able to sense his love, and know that I'm loved. That's all this little girl could ever ask for <3 Oh my heart !!! I Love him so much >_<